It's difficult to think about how far I have come

I haven't been on here for a while. I don't use any of my accounts anymore. I've taken the longest break because of the things I have said and done. I still feel guilty for it. But for the entirety of 2 years I've been changing constantly and bettering myself. You might see me floating around on other social media sites. I might not even use this website anymore. depending on my career and circumstances.

If by the off chance you find me years after this post. Thank you for dealing with me, I suppose. If you are not a fond of me, that's fine too. not everyone is going to get along. Just wanted to post since I'm not completely dead.